Monday, August 24, 2009

I want to scream!

The last thing i want to do after a day of shit work, is to come back and do more shit work. But if i dont read up on the necessary topics related to the cases i see in the ward, firstly i wouldnt be able to forgive myself for it, and secondly, my mentor wouldnt let me forgive myself.

This is exactly why i need another internet shutdown or in the likes of it. I have so much notes to read on, and yet i still find the time to be online posting photos. whats wrong with me! I need to focus! But my heart is not in it because of what my mentor talked to me about today. All i have to say is i need to start being serious in my life. I seem to be deluded that by declaring this somewhere, somehow i will change overnight. i need a miracle, divine intervention.

The girls are on their way to inner mongolia, and its a little quiet over here. Hopefully i would be able to get more things done in the next few days!

Below is the last of the series of Tianjin photos.

Our eccentric old man

3 comments:

fongky said...

Hey,

Is everything ok?
Cheer up. =0.

FK

Tales and Spills said...

sighhhh fkkkkk! no its not ok!!! i hate working! its depressing!i am suffering from quarter life crisis!

fongky said...

It'll get better in time. If not, then it is a good thing that this is job is not permanent? Remember the big picture. =0)

And if it is any comfort, i'm way pass the quarter life mark, and still having crisis? It'll get better. Just brave through it.

*hugs*

FK