What now?

I have been in a rather pensive mood. Today should be the day i celebrate one of the greatest milestone in my life. Should became a not when i realised exams are only a week away. Today marks the end of 18 years (has it been so long?) of classroom based education. Surprise surprise, i am actually feeling sad over it! Maybe it is coming from the dread of what is to come, brought upon by those already working.

Just like dying moments with the overwhelming flashback memories, i too was attacked by my own bout of memories (mostly pleasant ones). Friendships that i have forged through the years and enemies i made along the way pulled me through the excruciating 18 years. Wait a min, i ain't have any enemies, well ok maybe miss johara who thought (still thinks) i was a deeply troubled kid. Thank you (the bffs, section mates, bandmates, school mates, classmates, people i met along the way, you, you and you) for being the spice to my life.

After today's emotional ride, i am thinking there MIGHT be a remote possibility that i would miss beijing life at the end of 2 years! Now, that is really scary.

And now emo nemo has to go back to study, after having been tortured for the whole day. Looks like school is not that over as i was tricked into thinking so.